So last night I thought it would be a good idea to write a blog for every day in November. Sitting here at the computer now, I'm pretty sure I was delusional. Or high on Halloween candy. Perhaps both?
I haven't even the slightest clue what I'm going to write about this month. My life really isn't as adventuresome as you might think. I read, I clean, I cook, I work (well I did work) and I take care of my kiddo. That's it. The inspiration for interesting blog posts is a touch lacking. (Case in point: I'm currently trying to talk myself out of writing a raving review of the Greek Yogurt I'm eating...) BUT, I'm determined to do this.
Today has been a pretty up and down day. I'm usually an emotional rock, but today if I let my thoughts run away I find myself tearing up or struggling to breathe. Worrying about money is one of my least favorite past times, but is unfortunately one I can't seem to get away from. All I can say is that I'm glad Ben is around to keep me smiling. Yesterday he shared his stickers with me and today his cookie. When I catch myself feeling miserable I try to remember how things felt before he was born to remind myself how far things have come. I might not have money, but I do have Ben, and I know how lucky I am to have him.
Fingers crossed that tomorrow will be a better day. In the meantime, I'll just grab a book (and some Halloween Candy) to keep my thoughts in check...
These feelings will pass, but one thing I know for sure...When you have the love of a child, you have everything.
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